Saturday, December 24, 2011

The Lords Statutes and Commandments

In today's society we surrender ourselves to the principles of modern war and the fight for justice . In the word of God we are told the laws came about in a much less political or violent manner. God raised a prophet Moses who was simple minded and not an educated man a servant with no high place. It was Gods way to ensure it was understood it was God who made the laws not some intellectual like modernist and modern lawmakers pretend. Mans laws and Gods laws are not the same principle. Its a way for the unrighteous to pretend they are righteous by pretending it is their own judgements and reason that law exists over moral justice. Really it is Moses and it wasn't police or any revolution or world war that Gods laws exist it was God and the Freedom of Gods people has always been just God lest man say it is his own strength. We find Gods laws in Deuteronomy. The laws of God were established by his own power and miracles the manifested by his own hand. He delivered the israelites from the hands of their oppressors and set them free without using any war with an army. whenever they defended their own freedom it was done by using a few soldiers to fight thousands of soldiers so that their enemies would know it was their God they won the battle or war not their own strength or technology. So much different how we fight in modern day with great numbers and just dropping bombs. The illusion is that we owe honor to the lawmakers and their soldiers for our freedom and for the justice of Christ. Paul and the apostles work was to establish freedom for the church and to give Gods laws to the gentiles. The same laws that were established not by warring or intellectual debate but by the hand of The Lord and the words of his prophet. The illusion of freemasonry and the deified office of George Washington is an immature evil. No one has to believe that the world is a maker of righteous laws or an authority over righteous matters. The way of life God instructed and teaches to live really cannot be corrupted. Even the laws of Moses are not as righteous as the Love of Christ. The same power that God used to create the universe he used to establish his laws and the same spirit that gave David strength and skill to defeat his enemies is the spirit of our baptism. Like David it is only Gods power we have any freedom. We cannot be yoked together with the ranks and all the college fraternities and freemasonry we are light and the false teachings of the principles of this world such as; Illuminati,freemasonry,modernists,secular theologians, politicians, and the social order of publican, even all the causes supported by liberals such as feminism and gay rights are not Gods concern. Living like it is masses of soldiers we are free not just the hand of God is evil. we would have no land or freedom if that were so. That would be like God giving the devil and his people land and helping them succeed for killing in a war. We have to believe it is the work of the apostles and saints and the Power of the Lord. Even Cromwell was more of an example of a fight for freedom then the hordes of unholy men and woman who supposedly defend our freedom. As though God had yoke us together with the darkness and gave power to the evil people of society. Whatever honor any institute Lords is only an evil even if that evil is necessary even the church institute is only an evil. How many early american decendants living today are righteous, how many are just, we would not even know , I know my family on both sides were early american established families and had rights that way that it was established from the time of Cromwell they lived in this country. Yet the baby boom generation on both sides were faithless immoral people no matter who their ancestors were, I pray daily for God to deliver me from the shame and evil they cause in my life. My Grandparents had stronger morals and saner ways then my parents. They were stable and easy to honor my parents went along with their generation and deny christ and the Grace of God. Where they to recieve the same honor as those before them who fought in for freedom during times when people didnt live making up cultures and causes foreign to God.

In america much of the original community was established during Cromwells time. Moses was the prophet who God used to establish his statutes not the apostles or saints. The Pope and the institute of those times was not who's laws those belonged to in that way that they where the prophet Moses or God. God delivered them into the hand of Cromwell much like the old israelites were delivered into thier enemies hands only Cromwell fought for freedom from the tryanny of those institutes which was intolerable and a great heresy was overthrown in England which was a division of the church that was never established by Gods hand but was just an anti christ oppression thus the English Catholic Church in a nut shell some kind of immature heresy condemned in the bible that is why God allowed Cromwell to kill the King and catholics who followed the king and his court. In modern day the early american puritans decendants still exist but however corrupt the world many have become. I am certain that those puritan people were Gods people and really had faith in the same christ we all follow as catholic I dont believe it is like hippie converts and evangelicals of today or presbeterian and other protestant sects. If it was the puritan would still exist. They were only retaliating against an evil that still exists today because of the same divisions in the church. The land they were given was given by Gods hand but much like God had given the israelites land he takes it away from the faithless. I am certain God knows who those people are and our fight is much like the fight of the israelites only our fathers of the faith are not really so much our ancestors as they are the apostles themselves and not even the clergy in the same way the apostles have that honor. God teaches us to obey his laws and statutes not by using t.v. and the cop shows or court t.v. . He teaches by trials and tribulations in our lifes and tests us just like he tested the people of israel before christ. 

Thursday, August 4, 2011


God's freedom I am certain has never been anyway fully understand by any human. The Jews by faith fought for their freedom as we would read from scriptures. Yet reading about it and believing it are two different things. Why is mankinds freedom important to the Lord? Is the whole worlds freedom important to the Lord or just his church. The body of christ is one entity in the spirit only that Christ is the truth, the life , and the way. We dont all have a common life with those who are not baptised into the same life as christ. What does that mean to us?. I would choose to believe that God is life and that his life had no favorites , no one more important to life than the other yet some chose to believe the truth of the gospel and others never recieved the grace and freedom from the carnal life and all the dark evils that lord themselves over the lost. There is no power in this world that can exalt itself before the Lord without transgressing powers we cannot fathom or contend with. The powers of life that created the life we as humans can only partake in. as an active participant in life Gods image is kind, loving,gentle,meek,humble,generous,ominiscient,gracefull,magestic,and much more. His way is the way of life freedom is the only just and kind way for us to share his truth and love there is no liar in the world who can lie to God. No matter how much people lie to us or tempt us to believe what they believe in. It isnt the worlds freedom that is the noble cause it is Gods way of life his grace and his gifts to us . His just and kind ways and his righteousness that is the noble cause to our freedom. People who pervade the truth and the way of life are in the way of the true cause . It is Gods and not our own except we are his servants and his children. We love because God first loved us. We live because God gave us life. We have freedom because it is his way and his will. He would not enslave his son to a government or his daughter to someone else only called to serve as servant to God . Those not called to serve the Lord who enslave christs church such as the poor in brazil and those third world places who are they to enslave children of life. God is to kind to comprehend it is to contend with life itself to contend with the body of christs freedom.
      The kingdom of heaven is within those who recieve their baptism in its fullness. We have an account to heaven but the yoke is light and the burden was already bore. all our evils we do in life are purged and the droughs cleansed by the eternal love of christ . so kind is Gods love that have a way to escape our own failures and faults. He taught us to be his free children we cannot do onto those who dont believe that which we wouldnt want done to us. So can any church leader condone slaverly swearing those enslaved are not the body of christ. The Gracious love we known is all in all. We are not free from the works of the world . We are only free because the works of the apostles and the works of the saints and those who by faith chose to serve the Lord and believe in his way of life.   Isnt strange how we have so many persecutors who defend the political freedom and yet when they are discharged they strive against the same country they defend taking away freedom from the citizens of the institute they served. The righteousness of those who Lord a freedom of the world's causes is a carnal fallacy in the hearts of caliced men. Yet Gods Glory is bright and the light pierces through the dark imaginations and works of the masses . He is the beginning and the end its always been Gods way its stupid to contend with Gods freedom and its stupid to exalt some kind of great honor for its existance.

Friday, March 18, 2011

early american lineage

In my family is mostly early pre-revelutionary war established families in america. My mothers side of the family is completely pre revelutionary lineage. Her mothers mother's family the peacocks were original mayflower settlers. The Perfect's my mother's mother's father's family were 1650's settlers, my mothers father's side of the family the Cardwell's were 1690's settlers. My Fathers father side of the family were 1613 settlers possibly later 1630's when they finally settled. The first Elkins was a trader who came over 3 months after the mayflower and never did settle but his son did in the 1630's there is record.   Both sides of my family were not city people. The times didnt change as quickly in the country as it did in the cities. So many families still stuck to their own kind when it came to early american english settlers families. I am related to many families by blood because of the 12 to 13 generations of marriages. Each mother and father came from a didnt family and their mother and fathers came from a different family so on and so forth. I think possibly I am related to over 600 early american families. My DNA and bloodline is from hundreds of early american families. I am the heritage of hundreds of america's early fathers and pioneers. Early americans are pretty much related to each other in some way and are of the same kind the same flesh and blood not closely related but so many generations of marriages have past that we are americans kind by blood and by sweat , and tears. I guess to most who arnt early americans it has no meaning and the times are very dark and slanderish. Many europeans and mexicans have moved to america since the 80's way over 100.000.000. Yet america's still home of the freedom that was inherited by millions who are still a kind that came from the original settlers and their families marriages and hard work.  When one says my great grand father built a rail road . 100's of other americans are related to that same great grand father. ect ,

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Obiesity / the bible/ and the american clergy

I have one question for many American Clergy . Isnt Gluttony a sin to you?. I can`t believe how many priests are overweight what is it that they do not believe Gluttony is a sin. The gospel tells us to present our body as a perfect sacrifice to the Lord. Do all things as unto the Lord. Doesnt that include eating and excersize. It also tells us that if there is so much as food in our stomach on that day God will tell us go away you had youre fill. So watch out people. I think we are all being misled. Do you have to believe people who dont work and wear robes indulging themselves on food they bought with our tythe money. While people starve and slave for a little food in indigent countries and believe in the same God , Are children of the same Father in Heaven, and serve the same master in heaven. 
      I once seen a priest on t.v. visiting from some country like ethiopia or somewhere very indigent poor. He was on display during a basketball game. He stood in the middle of the basketball court during a live broadcast of a game on t.v. . He was so fat he made the basketball players look small. What it seemed like to me was a blashemous man who's heart knew not the same God or would not have over ate and lived a lazy way. God hates lazyness is in the bible.
     Paul wrote in his gospels that many are guardians of the faith but few are fathers. To imitate he and the other apostles because they are our fathers. Then he went on to explain we are to work with our hands like they had. Even Paul and the apostles worked with their hands. How many american priests work with their hands . Do you know any?.  The old bishops of medieval times were artisans and men with skill and power. The bishops are fat men lazy and unproductive seeming. How is being a fat lazy man conforming to christs image. The same christ who did so much while on earth they could write enough books to fill the earth about his works before he was even 40.   Work with youre hands it says. It tells us not to be like those who talk for a living in the gospel. Even actors excersize though for vain reasons . I cannot believe that these men are right before the Lord. Do they really pray to the same God before they eat. Or do they make a god out of their stomach. Have any of you read the scriptures speaking about those who make their stomach their god.  We dont need lazy fat clergy we need examples and people who will fight for the same cause we really serve. Would you support some stranger so he could over eat and indulge himself not working . Why support these men. Its strange to me they dont humble themselves to the Lord. I hate to be around them. They know not the importance of self discipline and self control their is no evidence of it. They cant possibly be presenting thier own body subject to christ. How believe they are our fathers. I know we are not supposed to judge but judge not just discern. Its obvious they didnt love God enough to live with discipline and fear of hell.
       I am not a large man. I have always been pound for pound stronger then most men. I worked myself to the bone all my life. I didnt play sports I worked. I bowed to God each day humbling myself to our Savior. I made an effort each day to take every step as unto the Lord. Discipline !!!. I consciously made myself work as unto the Lord all day. When I ate I prayed sincerely to God not just as a custom or ritual . I prayed with sincerity and faith in the christ they pretend dont know me unless they know me. The God they pretend is pleased by their lazy fat way of life.
      Over eating is the number cause of death today . More people are dying from obeisity than from cancer. Sin is death are the Lords words. So put two and two together.  I am 5'6 135 pounds. I could stay stronger than even some of the largest men because of my faith in the Lord keeping me strong and giving me a way to use my body that was right to the Lord. I got a hall of fame for combat strength training . One of the smallest guys in our company I was stood up and told I am an example of what the army wants as a soldier. I didnt want that to happen but the drill sergeant wanted to let the platoon know I was doing the training beyond what his own expectations were. It was boot camp for Gods sakes. I just stayed focused on Christ all day and night. I sang in the choir on sunday and prayed all day.  I despise having to sit in a congregation with some fat man leading a ceremony that has to do with the God who taught me to care about my health and to be motivated and strong. To live life working and caring about how I use my body. I dont follow fat people there is no way. I will not believe fat priests are my leaders.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

God In Me

One of the greatest mysteries to the gospel is the mystery of our new birth. The new life we live as Gods children is summed up in three words, God In Me. In the apocrapha gospel of the savior it tells us the kingdom of heaven is within us. The whole kingdom of heaven is within us. The mystery to our life is within those three words God In Me.  There is no good to any man , no good to any woman, no one righteous just God within us. It is only God who is life.  I reflect back to the holy spirits guidance in my life and Jesus Christs teachings to me were never from the words of the clergy or the words of others. Always Christ's teachings have been in the spirit . I could read and read the bible and listen to all the scholars it would have no meaning , no value unless the holy spirit taught those teachings to me in person not as a student in a classroom but as a student of life. God is life , God in me is the life in me. To me those words seperate me from the world. Those words keep me from becoming as the world. God in Me. That is my individuality , Because God identifies himself and bears witness of the truth in me and confirms me himself as his child it is only God in me that knows I am his child. No priest or preacher can explain that to anyone. God teaches my soul , my heart and mind, my spirit, He teaches me in the secrecy of the kingdom of heaven. Not as someone on display , not as someone under surveillance or incarcerated, He teaches me in the secrecy and privacy of his Holy Spirit. The spirit of life , The living Truth, I can understand the highest calling to life because the Holy Spirit can teach me in secret to be a man, to be an hier to the throne of christ, to be a servant of the Most High God, God is in me , I dont have to bow down to the markets and beg for acceptance, I dont have to plead my cause to the public like a hypocrite or someone teaching religious precepts for money and power, I can live being taught by the greatest master in the universe . I dont have to speak as someone who knows no truth . I dont have to speak as someone who knows no Love or Kindness, I can speak as christ in me gives grace and truth to my lips, I can know christs teachings for real not just from reading the bible like a Jew reads the jewish doctrine . I can really learn from God himself not as a theologion but as a son to God, We are all one not because of our own flesh or our own spirit. We are one because God is life and we are baptised into that life . not as masters of that life but as servants to Life itself. There is only one master Jesus Christ. It is God alone who calls us and it is he who judges us. We are grafted into the vine by his Grace not the grace of a pope or bishop. We are not called out of darkness because of our birth into a catholic family or protestant heritage. We have no life to live until God gives us life in the spirit. There is no one who has to yield to the ways of any human. No one is like the Lord and we are all only his servants not masters.Because God is in me . I can learn right from God how to work with my hands, How to fight, How to walk, How to talk, In the spirit I can learn the mysteries of Gods greatest teachings giving me a weapon to live a righteous life without fear of anything in this world that exalts itself against God and his freedom.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Wisdom to Musicians

An interesting passage in the apocrapha gospels about fashion and appearance

Here is something that doesnt really have to do with music but it does have to do with fashion and the apperance of humans who lived righteous lifes. Its an interesting passage in the apocrapha book of the apocalypse of peter. It explains the high priests who lived righteous lifes have an appearance almost to beautiful to look at . They arnt tall dark and handsome to say the least and yes they are white men . Yet it is pretty spectacular the way they are described.

4. And furthermore the Lord said: Let us go into the mountain: Let us pray.. And going with him, we, the twelve disciples, begged that he would show us one of our brethren, the righteous who are gone forth out of the world, in order that we might see of what manner of form they are, and having taken courage, might also encourage the men who hear us.

6. And as we prayed, suddenly there appeared two men standing before the Lord towards the East, on whom we were not able to look; 7, for there came forth from their countenance a ray as of the sun, and their raiment was shining, such as eye of man never saw; for no mouth is able to express or heart to conceive the glory with which they were endued, and the beauty of their appearance. 8. And as we looked upon them, we were astounded; for their bodies were whiter than any snow and ruddier than any rose; 9, and the red thereof was mingled with the white, and I am utterly unable to express their beauty; 10, for their hair was curly and bright and seemly both on their face and shoulders, as it were a wreath woven of spikenard and divers-coloured flowers, or like a rainbow in the sky, such was their seemliness.

11. Seeing therefore their beauty we became astounded at them, since they appeared suddenly. 12. And I approached the Lord and said: Who are these? 13. He saith to me: These are your brethren the righteous, whose forms ye desired to see. 14. And I said to him: And where are all the righteous ones and what is the aeon in which they are and have this glory?

15. And the Lord showed me a very great country outside of this world, exceeding bright with light, and the air there lighted with the rays of the sun, and the earth itself blooming with unfading flowers and full of spices and plants, fair-flowering and incorruptible and bearing blessed fruit. 16. And so great was the perfume that it was borne thence even unto us. 17. And the dwellers in that place were clad in the raiment of shining angels and their raiment was like unto their country; and angels hovered about them there. 18. And the glory of the dwellers there was equal, and with one voice they sang praises alternately to the Lord God, rejoicing in that place. 19. The Lord saith to us: This is the place of your high-priests, the righteous men.

A Musicians Honor

We all have honor in some degree. We are born with honor. A musicians honor is more serious than modern markets would make it seem. Each institute is developed on a a principle of honor. The institute of each nation uses honor to set a standard , to set an example of what achievements create success for the nation and to build its founding precepts. Mankind can be honored for many different things. The first man on the moon, The inventor of the airplane, The Nobel Peace Prize, starting foundations that aid society in making civil progress. There is alot of honor that has nothing to do with music. The institutes of europe used to honor musicians such as Bach and Mozart with great honor and they were renowned . Yet they were not honored for anything other then their music. The militaries highest honor is the medal of honor which no one gets unless they die saving lifes or doing some heroic act of war. Its not likely that a musician will be honored as someone of authority such as a Pope is over the church. Yet there is honor that the Pope will never have that the musicians who wrote the praise and worship do have.

Even in modern times the institute has its own honor that it bestows to its musicians in various degrees. Yet those musicians in our modern time may still be dishonored by the markets of society. So there is a different principality to the world of music then in earlier times of societies past. Traditional music is still bringing honor to musicians of earlier times who had recieved honor for their music works by earlier society. Not many rock musicians will be honored in that way. Although; some of the pioneers music may always be cover banded unless made illegal due to the way they anarchist made themselves known using sex,drugs,and every seduction they could make sell in the markets.

There are alot of masters of music skill yet only a few become famous. No matter how casual a person dresses who listens to rock and roll or jazz or any other kind of music there is alot of formalities to living. No matter how much a musician changes their name to strange nicknames or stage names there is formalities that cannot not be dissolved. A musicians honor even in the nightclubbing world has formalities hidden by some but always present. A musician cannot in his own power change the fact he is human and that even Kings are only honored by a formal process. Even playing backyard picnic concerts you cannot change their is a formal principality and formalities to just being alive. Those formalities are what make a musician stand apart from the rest of the musicians. So when you choose youre name and make it a legal process registering youre band with a label or copyrighting youre music its a formality setting you apart from the other musicians. The legal process is a formal record of that formality. If a musician understands the formalities that make him or her a host to his or her listeners it is more likely that musician will stand apart from his or her competitors in the markets.

Figuring out why youre listeners honor youre music as you get started and learning to understand what that honors value is will help any musician succeed.

Also finding out why people dishonor youre music and making the corrections or improvements will also help any musician succeed. Get the facts !! Know why youre honored or not honored!!.

Unlike many other products music is more uncensored for its content then say a box of cereal or a bottle of glue. The standards are not regulated the same. There cannot be poison in cereal that people eat without breaking the law but there can be poisonious content to the minds and hearts of listeners in music. There cannot be dangerous products in glue without a warning symbol and instructions on what to do if the user gets the glue on them. Yet the dangerous content in music that gets into the minds and hearts of their listeners doesnt have the same kind of warning . Some music is rated but still not regulated the way other products are.

This is where honor plays a big role in the actuall role of musicians and their music in society. The grammies and all the awards in the corporate world of music are a formal honor but in no way represent the individual. Our hearts and minds as listeners teally arnt products or just a market. A musician can be dishonored by the institute in every way but still honored by listeners and succeed at least as much as their listeners or more.

Honor is lorded by some realms of society and hated by other realms. Some honor is vital to the security and well being of society. When a person strikes someone with malicious intentions that person is dishonored by the person he or she struck as a friend or allie or harmless member of society. Also all those who took offense to the act dishonor that person. If a musicians music strikes a blow against society and has listeners that are entertained by it the formal stature of that musicians success becomes against the raw harmony and social forces that keep society from becoming a savage or barbaric darkness. Though modern music has many dark hosts and they succeed the formalities to life are only dark to those who dont see the light of to it. If you strike someone some how that strike is returned with some act of force. Although a lighter strike like a slap may be shunned or forgiven the harder you strike the harder the consequences can be. The more harm you do the more harm you are considered not because of you disagree with people but because you do harm to people. If you are hurting people in private but gained power from youre fans support there is still that private cruelty you lord and each human is not always as powerfull as the other but they are equal in the measure of rights. For example Ghandi was not as mighty as Hulk Hogan but didnt Ghandi have rights wether he could fight for them or not. He had the same needs as Hulk Hogan but couldnt fight anyone for those things he needs. So when a musician abuses their power or influences their listeners to harm people its against the true honor of being human they cannot make themselves into a god or a higher being then those they harm.

There may be no right or wrong way to succeed financially when it comes to who has money or not but most honor cannot not be bought . The honor money is about in itself is financial honor . A soldier will become a hero in war yet may always be poor or even homeless . So there is more to succeeding then just money.

An example of someone who succeeded a different way then most musicians is Lawrence Welk. He was a musician for 30 or more years playing his accordion on live radio broadcasts and at barn dances from the 1920's to the 1950's. He finally got his big break at the Grande Ole Opera House and from that performance got his own show which was on the air for over 30 years more of his career. Though according to Road Side America he hated his parents and left home hating farming hating his parents and never spoke to them again. After many years of enduring and learning the wrong and rights to living he managed to have his own family and became a host to many families in the united states for alot of human years. He didnt become a success overnight or in the prime of his youth yet He had alot longer of a career then alot of overnight successes. Not only did he have a long career he had a good name and still I dont know of anything bad society can say about him. So doing things right is alot more important then success overnight. Its not over till its over and trying to succeed financially past the rest of society is not an easy task. Lawrence had a family and years of living experience before he succeeded . He didnt get divorced and got to enjoy the whole life and all its rewards . Many musicians live so careless and spend so much time trying to become a success overnight they dont experience a whole life.

Another example of how a musicians honor is not alll just riches. Back in the 60's John Lennon said the Beatles are more popular than Jesus Christ. At the time Governments were established by the church rulers still attended formal ceremonies every community still had its communities of catholic and christian churches. Little did John realize that his music wasnt even as popular at the time as even the music of traditional works such as Mozart and Beethoven or Bach. Their music was still being taught in the schools and played on the radio every day the beatles music was on the radio yet they were dead centuries ago. Now that the Beatles are dead still musicians learn the works of Bach and Mozart still the institutes honor it. Yet not the beatles and still Bach and Mozart are much greater than todays Madonna and Todays Van Halen , or any Ozzy OsBourne, Metallica ect. Then there is the gross reality that while John Lennon was saying that each sunday around the Globe the music of the saints who wrote the catholic praise and worship was ritualistically still sang. The honor of those musicians still today on every saturday and sunday and sometimes on other days is sang and their music honored more then John Lennons and more than MaDonna's more then Randy Travis more than Elvis more then any of those musicians really more than Mozart or Bachs. Who more than likely had performed the music of the saints at one time or another. In modern times a man John Michael Talbot has an office to anoint catholic musicians . Not manyr musicians can recieve the honor from the church John anoints them with. To get that honor a musician has to be a monk for 4 years , swear a vows  , and become a priest or monk. So there is even today a different success and honor than most realize who perform music.

Although most musicians will never have the honor a king has or the Pope or President or any great office like it. There is one musician in societies history who did. I am choosing to write about this musician because he is still honored today as a greater musician then any other who lived. King David of the Tribe of Judah had 7 thrones in early Israel before Christ. David was a musician who herded sheep. A king at the time in his land was feeling disrought and vexed in his spirits. The king asked one of his servants who was the best musician in the land and the servant told him David the shepard was the best player of a stringed instrument. David was called upon to play for the king. The king decided he wanted David to serve his courts kind of like someone called upon to serve his country.
David slew a Giant man in battle and was rewarded by being given a title and rank as chief over soldiers, He was so great in battle he defeated more soldiers than the king, the king had david play his liar for him whenever he was vexed with evil spirits. Saul plotted to Kill David out of his jeolousy for David's success in battle. The kings son helped David escape execution. . Because David had faith in God and was a faithfull servant of the Lord the Lord helped David and not the King who had not been as faithfull. David soon was made king by the people and the priests. He ended up with 7 thrones. He had become a success overnight a different way and he wasnt used to the luxeries that come along with it. Even though he had a heart like Gods and that was what he was so well known to his people for and why God helped him . He indulged and had over 20 wives and several concubine. He was caught dancing naked in his tent. He sent a man to the front lines to be killed so that he could sleep with his wife. He did all that and still was told by the Lord he would have a throne forever . He wrote the psalms that are still today the only real way anyone has a real understanding of Gods way and a primary example of worship to the Lord. He was one of the only two people told they would have a throne forever that the bible tells us about. His place is even higher than all the apostles who the Popes follow after who themselves had not taken wives some and had not been known for as many evils but his Great passion to worship God and his Heart knew the Lords ways even though he had sinned so for whatever mysterious reason a musician was given the highest place or one of the highest places ever given to mankind.

purpose of music

Music is more than just an art of fantasy teen idols. The music industry is one of the leading industries in technology today. You're local music shop makes available the most advanced technology any retail store will have available to the general public. You wont find an any hardware store or even in youre average computer store as much technology available to a consumer. Even radio shack wont have as much technology as guitar center. So if you believe music is just about MaDonna and Menudo or britney spears you have alot to learn.

I spent a bit of time trying to self educate about the physics of vibration you have to seriously be a genious to comprehend alot of it. The advancements of music technology are great and modern science makes a big role in modern music. However that is nothing compared to the endless knowledge of the human instrument. Humans are by far a higher form of intelligence than a machine. Music is so important to humans that it is the art of life and living it invokes.

There are three elements to mankinds work. The first is Energy, The second is Environment, the third is law. These three elements are the focus and limits of our work. The sun gives energy to the grass and plants , the plants the animals and humans eat the energy, we also get electricity from the sun and the sun evaporates the water which makes the clouds which rains more water so on and so forth. We build our environment wether city or rural . Even the cars have to do with either energy or environment. Then there is law the standards and guidelines , the justice and preservation of what we do. Music is unlike any of these thus not really work. If mankind where merely machine or animal work would be our only focus. However the energy inside a human is more than just electricity or a combustible engine. We have a soul and a spirit. Our hearts can embrace high inner realms of liberty that music invokes and is host to. All work is only as rewarding as its product. so if you cut wood the reward is wood. Musics reward is the heart and minds power and the very life we live. That is irreplaceable.

The Nazi's were very anti life. Hitler made a prison out of Mozarts castle. I read a book about a man who escaped from the prison hitler made out of mozarts castle. The man dug under the chapel to escape . The chapel had fewer guards there so no one heard the digging. Its kind of strange though , The chapel had to do with the soul and spirit yet so does music and it was a musicians castle with a chapel both about the freedom of the soul and spirit but Hitler made a prison there.

A man closely associated with Hitler who was a big part of the anti life teachings which were contrary to the world of music is Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche (October 15, 1844 – August 25, 1900). His teachings involved such an nihilistic view that he taught humans were only like machines or animals. Animals or Machines that could only be whatever they trained to be and the only importance was that training like an animal or machine. I guess he wasnt much of a music fan.

A musician can instrument a high energy that motivates and brings such enjoyment to the hearts and minds of his or her listeners that the life inside them is estatic and overjoyed with glee. The listeners very life can be instrumented by listening to the sounds. In work we must labor hard to reap success. Our bodies and minds must work and the only importance to what our minds and bodies do is that work. The military is good example of that. Yet the liberty music is host to is not like any other recreation. Music makes every breath the listener breaths a glorious moment of their life. Standing still a listerner can reach peak levels of excitement and the life inside them experience great freedom. From meditational music to heavy metal there is no end to the inner world of music. The purpose of music is host to all that is a humans heart to experience thus giving it a place all its own.

In modern day the recreational realms are lorded much like ancient greece only in a larger arena. The music of modern pop and rock is definately very recreational.The human heart is real and the power to music loses its power when it is not real life it is host to. If we fantasize or live against ourselves and do not understand our own importance we cannot work well or understand the importance to our work. There has to be a harmony to the musicians music with the true existance of his or her listeners. The purpose of music is a fine art and a high art. Its understanding this art that determines wether someone is great or not great. If it is greatly understood that musician is great if it is not greatly understood that musician is not great . so the more you understand the purpose of music and the power of music the more great of a musician you will be.

Music Talent vs Justice

The only measure of justice in this world seems to be money. You take the trash out for the neighbor or mow his lawn and want what in return as a just payment?. Money!!. You goto work and spend hours doing nothing for yourself the only justice to it is money!!!. I know in the 38 years of my life I have met alot of people and when people have talent usually they want some kind of justice for having talent in an untalented world. Some people use thier talent to help others and what it accomplishes makes them someone to others which is justice to them. John Michael Talbot a Monk is the official ordinate who ordains catholic musicians and annoints them as priest musician. He has sworn a vow of poverty along with those who he anoints. They have honor from the highest authority in Rome . Even to kings they are honored musicians. Yet they dont do it for money but to worship God and serve the church as musicians. There is a higher justice . To have talent we need wisdom not just skill to succeed. There are many principalities to justice. Basically people with talent have many options. It doesnt take music talent to build a bridge or become an architect. People are millionaires from inheriting wealth. Even from just lying to people and ripping them off. Lets face it there is alot of crime and politicians serve justice to whoever has the most money. In music there is so much rebellion in modern times. There is drug dealers who use night clubs and concerts to market their drugs. They also put up funds to produce events. Every nightclub owner wants justice his way. Every woman who can sleep with a man wants justice her way. Each fan wants justice his or her way. Keith Green the first real christian evangel rock singer didnt charge money for his concerts so everyone could afford to hear him sing. He is a legend today and millions still join his ministry he left behind to his wife and kids. He died at age 28 and only got to perform a few short years yet his generosity and message in his music lives on today. Justice for youre music talent isnt as simple as taking the garbage out. Youre instrumenting life when you entertain others with youre music. The lifes you are entertaining are a motley sort and the justice may even be to dark to measure out.. The justice money represents is to each person a matter of their own dominion over their personal business. The justice of every musician may conflict with the justice of every producer. The money wants justice for the money. Every little thing becomes a larger thing to those who earn money from those little things. Those little things become more to some when you earn more money or earn more recognition and prestige. Understanding success is to also understand justice. You have to understand some measure of justice to have any measure of power to perform and really be someone. the presidents are known for a high office of justice, There is corruption in every realm of society and for one person to have more justice than the other there needs to be justice taken from others. some people want a higher place than others and are willing to take justice away from anyone to gain more justice for themselves so that they have more power and money. Music is an energy product that doesnt come from the trees or from the sun or from the forest. It comes from the musician. What we instrument has a variety of rewards and the measure of that reward is what you need to understand to understand why you are or are not getting anywhere in the music business

Who's who in the music business

Music is strange . In a world of principle vs rebellion what is the final result. At the highest places in the world like the kings palaces or the vatican what do you have as a result of youre own success in music. Do you serve the powers of the officials or instrument a freedom of youre own that dont belong to other people. How can you be a host in such a huge world with arena's that date back to rome and greece. In the fabric of society still the roman, greek, and jewish fashion of social structure and principality have woven themselves into each nation. As a musician becoming someone is at times dark. To be known in in a world without knowing youre own is tough. Then who do you become?. Are you still you?. Have you become a greek , or roman myth or jewish legend?. Have you become an american dream or a fantasy?. Did you really understand what you were doing?. Do you understand yet?. Do you have a mission or purpose?. Are you new world orders key to the kingdoms of this world?. Have you become as a puppet in some production masters private lair?. Have you yet sold yourself as the merchandise of entertainment and a become an instrument of the dark spirits that seduce and tempt society to indulge in their fantasies. Which ever evil drives you to success , Love of money, beauty of woman , or the drugs and alcohol. Have you a sincere motivation true to life or do you only love money and know no other disclipline other than youre love for pleasures nd luxury money buys. In the fountain of youre youth are you prime example or prime contender against the true fellowship to life. Have you beaten yourself black and blue to prove youre worthy of success or did you seek wisdom and work hard with skill and diligence outsmarting youre competition?. How did you become successfull was it against life or for?. Have you a life or did you sell it?. If you havnt succeeded have you any real understanding how to succeed.?. What have you succeeded at?. Have you ever surpassed others at anything in school or at work or in the community?. Do you really understand what it is to be great and have you ever proven you are greater in any recognizable way?.

4:14 PM

o Like

o •

a musicians identity in the world of music

The powers of this world wield an identity that the architect and founders of this worlds principalities set in place long before the prowless of modern masters. A musician who makes a name for him or herself makes a name in a world that is cast in many crowns and many cultures. The modern face of each society is of a fabric that was woven in the same fashion of ancient society. The Roman, Greek and Jewish cultures have been woven into almost every society. So like an ancient Gladiator of Rome or a Greek mythological god people are imaged in many aura's of dominion that is to Glorify the heritage of the known and illusion the heritage of the unknown. To be a musician you have to ask yourself who are you in this world. Who is the world to you?. The darkest communities may have some ruin you can bring life to. The oldest cultures may be entertained by youre modern musical host. Its up to each musician to discipline themselves to not become the ruin that is already at the bottom of each society.

There are many known musicians who's road to fame was not even one they had control over. They became known for being an image that was more of a fantasy role then a formal host to society. Selling their own identity to the worlds markets to gain wealth over night or making a name for being against the same yoke that holds the only truth to a persons identity.

If joe blow musician beats his neighbor and rips off his employer he is always joe blow who did that. All the wonderfull entertaining nights cant change that. I joe blow raped a fan and hid the fact he is always that person. If joe blow lied to his fans or to the media he is always he who did that. Joe blow blatantly harrassed his girlfriend and his family he is still joe blow but his name becomes how to identify the person who did those acts. Life is so universal Joe may overcome those evils by making so many people happy in his performances that those stains on his name are hidden eventually joe becomes a famous musician but he's hidden so much he has to hide from his real identity. There is alot to becoming known in this world .

Being wealthy isnt the only success in the world of music. A musician can be known for many things just like any human only at more of an advantage because he or she is a host to so many people. John Michael Talbot is an example of someone who did not use the world to become known as a musician yet he is honored all the way to the highest principalites as a leader of catholic worship. John michael talbot is a monk who's years of catholic folk leadership placed him as the official who anoints priests who want to become honored musicians of the catholic church. Another example is Keith Green he died at the age of 28 but became a legend not for his wealth and power . Keith Became a legend for his love for his music ministry and his generosity to his listeners. He held large concerts for free so everyone could afford to hear his music . He left a ministry behind that his wife still operates and has over a million followers still today. You as a musician have to decide wether you are going to be a greek myth or legend, a roman gladiator or leader of the roman or greek orgy, a advocate of jewish diety or the fellowhsip of arms that is lorded by the secret socities private lairs. Its all within youre own power to decide and whatever isnt within youre own power its the power of life that you can embrace to become known for whatever good you can instrument and to become a host of real liberty.

Holy texts explaining the inner world . spirit and soul


The First-Born Son of Jacob and Leah


Reuben, the first-born son of Jacob and Leah. The man of experience counsels against fornication and points out the ways in. which men are most apt to fall into error

THE Copy of the Testament of Reuben, even the commands which he gave his sons before he died in the hundred and twenty-fifth year of his life.

2 Two years after the death of Joseph his brother, when Reuben fell ill, his sons and his sons' sons were gathered together to visit him.

3 And he said to them: My children, behold I am dying, and go the way of my fathers.

4 And seeing there Judah, and Gad, and Asher, his brethren, he said to them: Raise me up that I may tell to my brethren and to my children what things I have hidden in my heart, for

p. 221

behold now at length I am passing away.

5 And he arose and kissed them, and said unto them: Hear, my brethren, and do ye my children, give ear to Reuben your father, in the commands which I give unto you.

6 And behold I call to witness against you this day the God of heaven, that ye walk not in the sins of youth and fornication, wherein I was poured out, and defiled the bed of my father Jacob.

7 And I tell you that he smote me with a sore plague in my loins for seven months; and had not my father Jamb prayed for me to the Lord, the Lord would have destroyed me.

8 For I was thirty years old when I wrought the evil thing before the Lord, and for seven months I was sick unto death.

9 And after this I repented with set purpose of my soul for seven years before the Lord.

10 And wine and strong drink I drank not, and flesh entered not into my mouth, and I ate no pleasant food; but I mourned over my sin, for it was great, such as had not been in Israel.

11 And now hear me, my children, what things I saw concerning the seven spirits of deceit, when I repented.

12 Seven spirits therefore are appointed against man, and they are the leaders in the works of youth.

13 And seven other spirits are given to him at his creation, that through them should be done every work of man.

14 The first is the spirit of life, with which the constitution of man is created.

15 The second is the sense of sight, with which ariseth desire.

16 The third is the sense of hearing, with which cometh teaching.

17 The fourth is the sense of smell, with which tastes are given to draw air and breath.

18 The fifth is the power of speech, with which cometh knowledge.

19 The sixth is the sense of taste, with which cometh the eating of meats and drinks; and by it strength is produced, for in food is the foundation. of strength.

20 The seventh is the power of procreation and sexual intercourse, with which through love of pleasure sins enter in.

21 Wherefore it is the last in order of creation, and the first in that of youth, because it is filled with ignorance, and leadeth the youth as a blind man to a pit, and as a beast to a precipice.

22 Besides all these there is an eighth spirit of sleep, with which is brought about the trance of nature and the of death.

23 With these spirits are mingled the spirits of error.

24 First, the spirit of fornication is seated in the nature and in the senses;

25 The second, the spirit of insatiableness in the belly;

26 The third, the spirit of fighting, in the liver and gall.

27 The fourth is the spirit of obsequiousness and chicanery, that through officious attention one may be fair in seeming.

28 The fifth is the spirit of pride, that one may be boastful and arrogant.

29 The sixth is the spirit of lying, in perdition and jealousy to practise deceits, and concealments from kindred and friends.

30 The seventh is the spirit of injustice, with which are thefts and acts of rapacity, that a man may fulfil the desire of his heart; for injustice worketh together with the other spirits by the taking of gifts.

31 And with all these the spirit of sleep is joined which is that of error and fantasy.

p. 222

32 And so perisheth every young man, darkening his mind from the truth, and not understanding the law of God, nor obeying the admonitions of his fathers, as befell me also in my youth.

33 And now, my children, love the truth, and it will preserve you: hear ye the words of Reuben your father.

this next passage explains a bit about the soul

The Gospel according to Mary Magdalene

chapter 5

4) When Mary said this, she turned their hearts to the Good, and they began to discuss the words of the Savior.

5) Peter said to Mary, Sister we know that the Savior loved you more than the rest of woman.

6) Tell us the words of the Savior which you remember which you know, but we do not, nor have we heard them.

7) Mary answered and said, What is hidden from you I will proclaim to you.

8) And she began to speak to them these words: I, she said, I saw the Lord in a vision and I said to Him, Lord I saw you today in a vision. He answered and said to me,

9) Blessed are you that you did not waver at the sight of Me. For where the mind is there is the treasure.

10) I said to Him, Lord, how does he who sees the vision see it, through the soul or through the spirit?

11) The Savior answered and said, He does not see through the soul nor through the spirit, but the mind that is between the two that is what sees the vision and it is [...]

(pages 11 - 14 are missing from the manuscript)

Chapter 8:

. . . it.

10) And desire said, I did not see you descending, but now I see you ascending. Why do you lie since you belong to me?

11) The soul answered and said, I saw you. You did not see me nor recognize me. I served you as a garment and you did not know me.

12) When it said this, it (the soul) went away rejoicing greatly.

13) Again it came to the third power, which is called ignorance.

14) The power questioned the soul, saying, Where are you going? In wickedness are you bound. But you are bound; do not judge!

15) And the soul said, Why do you judge me, although I have not judged?

16) I was bound, though I have not bound.

17) I was not recognized. But I have recognized that the All is being dissolved, both the earthly things and the heavenly.

18) When the soul had overcome the third power, it went upwards and saw the fourth power, which took seven forms.

19) The first form is darkness, the second desire, the third ignorance, the fourth is the excitement of death, the fifth is the kingdom of the flesh, the sixth is the foolish wisdom of flesh, the seventh is the wrathful wisdom. These are the seven powers of wrath.

20) They asked the soul, Whence do you come slayer of men, or where are you going, conqueror of space?

21) The soul answered and said, What binds me has been slain, and what turns me about has been overcome,

22) and my desire has been ended, and ignorance has died.

23) In a aeon I was released from a world, and in a Type from a type, and from the fetter of oblivion which is transient.

24) From this time on will I attain to the rest of the time, of the season, of the aeon, in silence.


`something I wrote a few years ago to help musicians focus



These are my words to musicians of the world. My intentions in writing this book are not to start a cult or religion. The holy bible is a book of mystery as much as it is for salvation. I hoped after writing the book Heavy Metal Alchemy. That I could share more of my understanding and help provide counsel and wisdom to other musicians in this world. This is not a book of technology. This is a book of counsel and I hope an understanding of the depths,widths and heights to being a musician in the world. When I was 19 I read Solomon’s wisdom for the first time. Each day I would read a proverb and write out how it applied to my life here in modern day.. This helped me to understand what wisdom was for and its value. I continued to seek understanding of my life and the way of life that is most valuable to my mind, heart, body, and soul. This is my attempt to share some of that wisdom and the words of my own understanding to help all musicians ponder a life worth living.

Chapter 1. The Musicians Commission

It’s a paradox of human nature to belong to a universe where music can instrument life on a course beyond the human understanding. In the Holy Bible the explanation of the very first musician was Gods gift of wisdom to a musician named Jubal. Jubal was told to make the first instruments. At the same time Jubal was given wisdom to make the instruments, a craftsman was given wisdom to make tools; another was given wisdom to make tents, and there was appointed a high priest. Of course being so many years ago to really know how that all happened. You would have had to of been there. Even so I believe it’s true. No one really has to agree and believe it just because I do. It explains the beginning of music on earth. Its importance and purpose it doesn’t really deeply explain. It just gives you some idea that it was as important to the creator as any thing else to life.

The heavens are resilient in abundance of marvels and mysteries. The outer limits of our premise and domain in this universe go beyond our backyard. We have the ability to see through windows of heaven and reach the highest heavens in our spirit. This knowledge of the highest places makes us able to wield a crown of nature in emotional glories. Music is how we can express and instrument our mind and heart to stir the spirit and delight in the glories of the highest heavens. We have that calling and that ability to embrace that calling. There is life beyond our understanding that completes each cycle of the seasons. The highest commission to our existence is founded in this same calling. Music enables us to explore and delight in the measure of the existence of this calling. Through music life is instrumented in the power of understanding our emotions and the delights of our hearts and minds. We can focus on the freedom of our inner world. This reflects our performance and our attitudes in the external world. The heights of our understanding evolve in the maturing process of our soul. We have to understand the life force within us to embrace the emotional waters of creation that quench the thirst for life. This is in the inner world of the musician. A musician who can embrace the inner world of emotions as well as the material world is a powerful performer.. There are heights to human postures that are founded in the raw principles of creation. The universal knowledge of our inner existence that empowers us to withstand the material nature of being on earth. This fills our life with hopes and dreams of a more abundant and meaningful life.

The hopes of human beings are a powerful resource for a musician to minister and entertain the listener with. These hopes and dreams are an inner world of inspiration and motivation. If a musician can understand these dreams and visions. He or she can wield the power to entertain their listeners with the inspiration to lift their spirits and hold on to their own dreams. This is a great mark to make in society and well rewarding not just to the wealth of the musician but also in the satisfaction and glory of performing their music.

When we are born the hearts and minds of our body’s are new to life. They have experienced nothing on earth. The newness of life is the pure image of infancy. There is no marks or stains to the existence of the infant.. With exception of the parents own intentions of their privacy. The new life of infancy is the pure soul of conception. Conception of the soul is beyond the material image of infancy. There is life that is fresh and new each soul can embrace even after infancy. This life is a musicians responsibility to embrace and host with understanding and motivation to entertain their listeners with.

Celebration of this life of our soul is as important as the celebration of the life of our material image. The call for celebration is deeper and it’s beginning more mysterious and leaves the mind and heart with a desire to know the mysteries of life that fulfill our hopes and dreams. Musicians host the celebrations of humanity’s call to live. The musician’s duty is to instrument the music that celebrates the majesty, marvel, mystery, and beauty of creation. The time of a musician is host to the liberty of humanity and the inspiration for the recognition of the sufferings, the glories, the victories, and the success of our past As well as the inspiration for the future.

Chapter 2 A Musicians World

Each musician has his own mark to adapt to in this world. His own image to make light of. The work of a musician entails the discipline to embrace their instruments and their writing skills. To really be a host to the world of life and its depths, heights, and widths.. A musician must focus on their own way of understanding life as well as the ways of life that he or she must be host to. The ability to understand the world and its needs for inspiration is how the musician can wield power to host the time to entertain. Also the ability to instrument sound that is the understanding of the inspiration to the inner world of humanity. The ability to understand how to make their world host to the world of others. These are the abilities that make a musician’s skill of value to others not just themselves.

The musician’s world is host to the world of every kind of work. The musician needs to rely on their own understanding of their call to entertain. Their ability to perform with enough skill and grace is their bread and butter to success. Not only does a musician need to understand how to celebrate life but how to motivate others with enough energy and skill to celebrate also.

The wholeness to being a life is required of a musician. There is no faltering in the way life exists. The only faltering is the misunderstanding of life and the ability to embrace it with enough faith to endure. The skills we have as musicians are challenged by the skills of our counter parties in this world. The skills of the machines and their makers pressure us for time. The musicians host to liberty is challenged and the commission to perform music freely is questioned. We have to rely on our own world’s freedom to interest others in the same freedom.

Each musician’s world is the material structure of their fortune and their friends and family. The hopes and dreams of each musician make the musician’s pursuit for happiness his or her own. Because the musician has a commission or call to host the world. He or she must be a leader of celebration and of the world’s liberty. They must embrace their responsibilities to host the world’s interest and inspiration in the call to freedom.

The music of a musician instruments their listener’s thoughts about the world. Each listener has their own world. The world of the musician can become a host to the listeners and the listeners become their fans and followers. This creates another responsibility to the world for the musician. The world of the musician can become many things good and evil because of this. There are high pressures to perform at peak ability when their fans become large in numbers. The listeners become the source of power and prestige to live in high places of society. This creates a responsibility to set an example and is often the musician’s weakness. The examples of the world are of many kinds.. Musicians set their own stage and host the world according to their own understanding. This is the reason for so much question to the liberty to which each musician has to create their own lifestyle and world. The worlds of each of the industries and the political powers have no similar role in the world. Yet they too are well known and have to set an example. So there is at times a difference in opinion about the kind of example someone who is host to the world should be. It’s for the good of mankind that music exists. Yet like many things to life the corrupt image of living on earth can sometimes hold power to entertain followers. Do to the different cultures and different lifestyles. The opinions to what is a corrupt image differ in interest. The judgments of one world are not the same as the judgments of the other. A musician needs to protect their own vitality of life and pursue what image is their true happiness and their true calling.

Chapter 3 The Musician and the Listener

Musicians are musicians in the face of the very existence of life. There is no greater audience than life itself. So the ability to perform music that is good to hear is challenge the musician is not so pressured to achieve. The musician is his or her first and most primary listener. He or she can only understand their performance according to their own ability to listen. The audience of a musician is not the primary source of inspiration to perform. It comes from within each musician. Some musicians may differ in understanding and focus their attention more on the audience then others. A musician able to over power the attention and focus of the audience with the musicians own focus and attention. Can captivate the audience and create an audience who is open to the performance.

A musician has no limit other than their own desire and understanding of performance of music. The ability to project and instrument the sounds that entertain listeners and excite or stir their emotions is a powerful skill. In our world many musicians live and have lived. There are a lot of different genres of musicians. The average musician is more concerned with an average performance. They are not so concerned with leaving an audience marveling at their skill and performance. Like a top performer might accomplish. We all have a measure of ability. No one really has to match or exceed someone else’s ability. It’s not a rival to live. Our dreams are not the persons who are more skilled or able. Our hope is not in our skill able to match or surpass theirs. Listeners have many needs. Their needs aren’t only to be amazed by someone else’s skill or talent. How many listeners can amaze someone with their own skill or talent? There is a reason not every one is highly skilled or motivated. That reason is not that we all aren’t as important in life. So the average listener has a need to hear the average musician’s music also. It shares a mutual understanding of achievement and has power to host a celebration or memorable moment with sincerity and a common place in life. It may be easier for an average musician to understand their audience better then the top performer.

Chapter 4 The Music of the Musician

The music of each musician is a timeless freedom we have to enjoy the product of creation that only a musician can create. A musician’s music is like a record of their life. The sounds they created in performance are the product of the freedom they created to instrument the depths, heights, and widths to living. Music is an unseen force that is created by the musician’s instruments.. The sounds are praise of life. Music that is played for the quiet enjoyment of life’s simple liberties is a source of inspiration to its listeners.. The simple things to life are only simple in their demand of responsibility and detail. They are not simple in their meaning and importance. Music helps us enjoy even the simplest things. Each step we take is for the wholeness of our life, mind, body and spirit. Each breath we breathe. Standing in one place is our whole being living with a purpose beyond most understanding. Music makes that simple liberty and simple purpose and instruments the very source of its life in us.


Chapter 5 A musicians worship and praise of the creator

Worship to our creator is the highest calling of the musician. It is not every persons belief that there is a creator. The highest place in the universe is audience to the music of a musician when he or she is performing praise or worship to the creator. The spirit is a life force beyond our material cares and has freedom beyond our physical limitations. Worship to the creator exercises the liberty of the spirit and very life’s highest call. The audience of worship is without the same prejudice as a normal listener. The creator is not a respecter of persons. The creator does not favor one life over the other. This makes the experience a cleansing of the morals and the cares of our heart and mind. Our ability to perform with grace and confidence is uplifted and revitalized by the exercise of the spiritual worship and praise to the creator. The zeal and fire for life is invoked in our praise. No one can replace the importance of their soul with material wealth. They can only deny its importance. We all need to worship and praise the creator of life to really experience the full measure of life the creator created life to be.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

The wizard of ozz and this new vatican in exile parish in Kansas

In my web surfing I found a site called vatican in exile. A small parish in Kansas has denounced vatican II and appointed their own Pope . They teach the same teachings of the old vatican with abstinence and fasting. I started to think about the wizard of ozz with dorothy there in Kansas. In away the Vatican II is kind of like the emerald city and the pope like the wizard of ozz. Pulling the chord and making thunder sounds to scare people. Then when people make it to the vatican he gives them a rosary and blesses them like the wizard gave the lion,scarecrow,tin man , and dorothy the things he gave. I just cant figure out who toto is. Maybe the wicked witch of the west is Hillary Clinton and the wicked witch of the east is the Queen of England. Being from Africa Obama would make a good flying monkey. I cant judge the vatican in exile but really that is their own business. They just arent submitting to the vatican and still teach people arnt going to heaven unless they are catholic. I cant agree that our baptism is about institute its about freedom and life in the spirit that gives a higher place to an institute which is more conformed then I agree is safe in society. God bless their lifes but rural america with the Mennonite,Amish,Quaker, and other sects I guess they have thier place amongst the rest of the rural society who seems to alienate from the rest of the world. It tells us in the Gospel to remove ourselves from the world. I am working toward a little farm in brazil and some land in hawaii. but living in the ozarks is not my calling.

psalm 37 and the deciet of modern merchants

I wanted to share a story about my own struggles with people using deceitfull means to gain wealth. In Psalm 37 David writes for us not to get heated about people who are gaining wealth from decietfull means because the little the poor have in the end outweighs the wealth of the just and land still belongs to the poor. Understanding the psalms is so important as a child of God. There is not many other scriptures truly explaining Gods soveriegn authority and the great way of life that christ called us to. Although the gospels were of a greater wisdom then solomon the psalms of David tell us so vividly of the Father Christ is express image of. the apostles actually met Jesus David having never met Jesus knew him also and knew the father because of it. His knowledge of God was so Great his throne was estalished forever. His psalms herald Gods fight and his great saving grace from the hands of our enemies in vivid detail he explains how God delivers.
     When I was learning to be a private investigator I had decided to learn how to catch persecutors and decietfull business people in the act. One of my first jobs was working for a big company that was contracted by the government to guard the state buildings and some of the emabassies. There was so much dark activity occuring each day I was never sure who was behind the conspiracies and security breaches. Then suddenly the paychecks were being fowled up and eventually no one got paid . Private investigators and ex cops involved with the payroll embezzled money and the company went bankrupt. I was so angry and disrought. I had worked so hard to train to be a security investigator. I couldnt trust those working in that field anymore. I had just begun a career and was 2 years into the field . So much hard work and now I couldnt even believe catching dishonest people was an honest way to earn a living. I eventually enlisted in the army to seek a non profit way to work in the field. When I got out I had some business I wanted to do of my own and being an investigator already heated about the deciet . I had to pray everyday for peace and to not be to angry. I went to hollywood and found out so much about the hollywood hustlers and dark behind the scenes conspiracies in the hollywood world. Then I worked on sales and marketing I was shocked out how many scams I was uncovering in my research. I stopped for a while to work on campaign initiatives in LA. The political research companies were ripping off petitioners who were paid to petition. They took 50 percent of the funds. Then congressman were being investigated for dipping into their campaign funds. I had enough. even working on stopping gay marriage and abortion for minors without parents consent were petitions they didnt pay us for most of our signatures. They were petitions funded by the church. I lived in the worst mexican mafia area in LA Huntington Park. I worked on petitions to increase the penalties for gang violence in those areas while living unarmed in a known mexican mafia gang area. One of the worst if not worse for mexican mafia control.
I was steamed but I prayed everyday and the Lord delivered me just like the psalms tell us. It was amazing really that I could from doing these things really know not just read about and want to know what David wrote about in the psalms.   I ofcourse could not know the same measure David knew nor be a King but I could know the same saving Grace a King knew.  I worked at the news paper in the sales room at the Oregonian for awhile. We gave away free subscriptions to get new subscribers. months later they had a flood of customer service complaints and no pays. They had the sales room go through the customer service calls for a week. I found out many of the free papers were really being sent bills and doubled billed not just billed for one month . Then there was a discussion about how they had 150,000,000 dollars in no pays that the government will reimburse them for. I suspected it was a scam to scim funds from the government and a way for the newspaper to get money for subscriptions that were decietfully gained. I quietlly quit and was a bit more aware of the kind of scams businesses do for money.  I worked at a fair for dish network and the company owner had promised a certain amount of money to bring people back to the booth and if he closed them he would pay me a commission. He didnt pay me for a months work and I tried to sew him but the courts wouldnt help me and I couldnt get a lawyer to take my case pro bono . Not having been paid I couldnt afford a lawyer. I was angry and a truck driver offered me a chance to use his oozie machine gun to go get my money. I declined not wanting to get in trouble. The saleman who ripped me off was living on credit cards and didnt own his own house but called people names who didnt have good credit and couldnt buy dish network. He spoke evil of everyone but people who had money and good credit. He called them lots of choice names at the fair. In the psalms it tells us about his kind. Most salesman gain wealth using deciet from time to time and many businesses use marketing scams but the psalms tell us not to get heated about it..  I eventually worked at the carnival and the little I earned got me back to the small town were my family originated. My mothers side of the family were all poor people or people who were neither poor nor rich but self employed with orchards , small farms, small restaurants,construction contractors, ect.  I didnt have to be completely ignorant of working for a living like a saleman would be. Also I didnt have to think about being that much of a servant to wealth.  I met a hip hopper in hollywood who called himself a hustler everyday. He would yell out I'm a Hustler Baby. You got a Hustler or you wont get the money. He was earning money promoting nightclubs and ended up homeless because he gambled all his money away. He had a con game with people and earned a bit of money from party and events companies atleast a few grand a week.  He was earning a good living. At one time he had earned 70,000 in one year and at the end of another year he lost everything he owned from to many dui's and having to goto rehab court ordered. He lost his job , some of his friends, and was only renting a room while he had the money. I was spending time finding things on ebay at auction for a penny and ended up with precious gems, thousands of dollars worth of clothes and now I can get just about anything from wholesale companies I found while buying on ebay. I still hardly earn a dime but I can get anything even houses for 1 dollar plus closing costs. Amazing, there houses only poor people would buy but its more than the hollywood hustler really own who live in apartments and spend their money on drugs and woman.   Read these psalms they really minister to me alot I thought others might be as enlightened.

Psalm 37 New Jerusalem bible

[Of David] Do not get heated about the wicked or envy those who do wrong.

2 Quick as the grass they wither, fading like the green of the fields.

3 Put your trust in Yahweh and do right, make your home in the land and live secure.

4 Make Yahweh your joy and he will give you your heart's desires.

5 Commit your destiny to Yahweh, be confident in him, and he will act,

6 making your uprightness clear as daylight, and the justice of your cause as the noon.

7 Stay quiet before Yahweh, wait longingly for him, do not get heated over someone who is making a fortune, succeeding by devious means.

8 Refrain from anger, leave rage aside, do not get heated -- it can do no good;

9 for evil-doers will be annihilated, while those who hope in Yahweh shall have the land for their own.

10 A little while and the wicked will be no more, however well you search for the place, the wicked will not be there;

11 but the poor will have the land for their own, to enjoy untroubled peace.

12 The wicked plots against the upright and gnashes his teeth at him,

13 but Yahweh only laughs at his efforts, knowing that his end is in sight.

14 Though the wicked draw his sword and bend his bow to slaughter the honest and bring down the poor and the needy,

15 his sword will pierce his own heart, and his bow will be shattered.

16 What little the upright possesses outweighs all the wealth of the wicked;

17 for the weapons of the wicked shall be shattered, while Yahweh supports the upright.

18 The lives of the just are in Yahweh's care, their birthright will endure for ever;

19 they will not be put to shame when bad times come, in time of famine they will have plenty.

20 The wicked, enemies of Yahweh, will be destroyed, they will vanish like the green of the pasture, they will vanish in smoke.

21 The wicked borrows and will not repay, but the upright is generous in giving;

22 those he blesses will have the land for their own, and those he curses be annihilated.

23 Yahweh guides a strong man's steps and keeps them firm; and takes pleasure in him.

24 When he trips he is not thrown sprawling, since Yahweh supports him by the hand.

25 Now I am old, but ever since my youth I never saw an upright person abandoned, or the descendants of the upright forced to beg their bread.

26 The upright is always compassionate, always lending, so his descendants reap a blessing.

27 Turn your back on evil and do good, you will have a home for ever,

28 for Yahweh loves justice and will not forsake his faithful. Evil-doers will perish eternally, the descendants of the wicked be annihilated,

29 but the upright shall have the land for their own, there they shall live for ever.

30 Wisdom comes from the lips of the upright, and his tongue speaks what is right;

31 the law of his God is in his heart, his foot will never slip.

32 The wicked keeps a close eye on the upright, looking out for a chance to kill him;

33 Yahweh will never abandon him to the clutches of the wicked, nor let him be condemned if he is tried.

34 Put your hope in Yahweh, keep to his path, he will raise you up to make the land your own; you will look on while the wicked are annihilated.

35 I have seen the wicked exultant, towering like a cedar of Lebanon.

36 When next I passed he was gone, I searched for him and he was nowhere to be found.

37 Observe the innocent, consider the honest, for the lover of peace will not lack children.

38 But the wicked will all be destroyed together, and their children annihilated.

39 The upright have Yahweh for their Saviour, their refuge in times of trouble;

40 Yahweh helps them and rescues them, he will rescue them from the wicked, and save them because they take refuge in him.

Friday, February 11, 2011

The apple eve ate and the magic of Aliester Crowley

When I was 19 I was helping a skateboarder italian catholic who was a backslider and delved into the rock and roll world of Heavy Metal. He listened to speed metal day and night. No matter what he was doing he would have his head set on or someone's stereo cranked up listening to his tapes or cd's. I was learning guitar but hadnt been much into heavy metal and listened to rock groups like U2,Depeche Mode,Pink Floyd, and reggae music. I didnt like to hear heavy metal to much . The heaviest I would listen to was van halen or steve vai.
      Sooner or later I started to try and play guitar as fast as the speed metal I would hear when my friend would play the stereo. I listened to the tapes even slayer. I kind took captive to christ all the thoughts about the lyrics like it says in the gospel and feared no evil so to speak. So my heart wasnt with the musicians or their followers but I was learning to pick guitar pretty well. After awhile I was a little spooked and curious about the sorcery and witchy knowledge the musicians were putting in their music. Some my guess were backsliders such as my catholic friend others were jewish athiest or jewish witches.
    I went to the library and found some books on magic. I started to read a huge book called the 12 step magician. It was a book I believe written by the Golden Dawn which was a group established by aliester crowley .   The book starts out explaining the tree of llife and of knowledge of good and evil. The Jewish Kabbalah is were most of the knowledge derived for this book of magic. The book itself was much like the apple eve and adam ate in the garden.  In fact the whole concept of being a magician like merlin or aliester crowley was to be just as Satan told eve she would be like a god discerning good from evil. This is exactly what aliester crowley was teaching was what satan told eve she would learn from eating the apple. So in a blattant attempt aliester crowley really was as the devils servant again tempting the decendants of adam and eve with the knowledge of the apple which was already eaten by eve and adam. Here is the scripture. You would have to find the book called the 12 step magician to know exactly what I am referring to.
     There are many modern versions of the apple of eden. Some seem to be blattant recreations of the apple.
Hollywood is a Jewish created principality which broadcasts to the whole world. The jewish kaballah is a book which was used much in the book I read the 12 step magician. The many writers of Hollywood movies I believe are inspired by these mystical jewish doctrines. I watched a movie about the occults involvement with modern literacy. Mark Twain according to this movie was stated to be a warlock or sorceror involved with the occult and started a movement amongst writers which would explain the modern day television programming and the television show bewitched. The actors are portrayed like the gods the serpent told eve she could become like. Even the religion of hollywood Dianetics is about the knowledge of good and evil and how sin is only an immaturity of the mind and can be cured by dianetics. This is an example of being like a god judging good and evil. Then there is the roman and greeks who made many images of gods to worship and indulged in the carnal pleasures. Hollywood combined the evils of the jewish mysticism with the evils of roman and greek culture to make it real festivity of seductions. Freemasonry with all its levels is another example of the serpents temptations to eve . As they go up levels they are worshiped like gods. I am pretty certain they believe George Washington is diety. isnt what eve was told she could become if she ate from the apple . George was a freemason. The Key of Solomon was a doctrine that I believe much of aliester crowley's magic derived from and modern occult symbols . This doctrine is full of mystiic ceremonies like a sorceror would perform. Also as the serpent said judging good from evil like a god. The media is full of the seduction of the temptation to eat the apple. Its how we give place to the devil like Adam and Eve had.
That is the original corruption of mankind. Hindu's actually believe that they become gods when they get married. This is in their catachism . I read the hindu catachism in the 1990's. It explained how they believe sin is an immaturity and not a trangression or because someone is evil. It tells us something in the gospel which I would give heed to. It tells us do not take sin lightly.  The whole worlds order is entertained by the same original corruption of mankind the same temptation the devil tempted eve with. The apple was ate but each human is not born having sinned . the tempations of the serpent are manifest by his servants who serve his kingdoms and the same kingdoms which he tempted christ with disguised as an angel of light.  Most of what is on television is a manifestation of the apple of edens knowledge. The devil still seduces humanity with the same temptation that was his original way to have place and power over adam and eve . His servants do his bidding by creating the same temptations so he can have place and power over adam and eves decendants. However we all have victory in christ in such a powerfull way that we can take captive all thoughts to christ and our salvation is sealed . We have authority over the devil and can expose his darkness as christs brothers and hiers to the throne which he rules by/ .

Even the Buddhist religion is a prime example of the serpents temptation of Eve. In fact Buddha supposedly was under a tree of wisdom sleeping and the apple fell on his head. When he woke he wanted to learn a better way of life and supposedly could like a god understand good and evil within his own understanding and became like a god who people now pray to. The buddhists believe they are their own god. This is exactly what the serpent told eve according to the word of the Lord which was written in the book of Genisis.

Even the Jehavah witeness church with its teachings of christ deriving from a catholic bishop who was excommunicated for teaching heresy . He taught that Jesus was a god like God not the incarnate savior we believe as catholic. They believe they are like gods because Jesus was like a god in fact they do exactly what the bible says people will do who pretend to be Jesus's disciples but are not really and are the anti christs followers.  This is a temptation similiar to the serpents words to Eve to eat of the apple.

     I think the major decieving temptation of the apple to modern day is the Pschyciatry of Sigmund Frued. Deceptively studying the knowledge of the evils of mankinds mind and teaching how we can within our own understanding be good from council . In my opinion it is so deceptive that most of the nations have assumed its morality according to this knowledge instead of the gospel of christ and the laws of God.  We know the gospel to teach there is no man righteous and no man good its only God in us who is good and teaches good. The righteousness of the law itself is considered filthy rags by our Lord Jesus Christ who himself said "it is not I who is good but my father in Heaven'. In fact he so much as spoke that we should not honor him but his father in heaven that he was only doing his father's will doing anything he accomplished on earth. The mind of christ and the modern phsyciatry dont seem to always be in accord with truth of christs salvation and the real teachings of Jesus Christ. I believe it is much corrupted in its cause and serves no nobile sanction from heaven.
Genisis 3
1 Now, the snake was the most subtle of all the wild animals that Yahweh God had made. It asked the woman, 'Did God really say you were not to eat from any of the trees in the garden?'

2 The woman answered the snake, 'We may eat the fruit of the trees in the garden.

3 But of the fruit of the tree in the middle of the garden God said, "You must not eat it, nor touch it, under pain of death." '

4 Then the snake said to the woman, 'No! You will not die!

5 God knows in fact that the day you eat it your eyes will be opened and you will be like gods, knowing good from evil.'

6 The woman saw that the tree was good to eat and pleasing to the eye, and that it was enticing for the wisdom that it could give. So she took some of its fruit and ate it. She also gave some to her husband who was with her, and he ate it.

7 Then the eyes of both of them were opened and they realised that they were naked. So they sewed fig-leaves together to make themselves loin-cloths.

8 The man and his wife heard the sound of Yahweh God walking in the garden in the cool of the day, and they hid from Yahweh God among the trees of the garden.

9 But Yahweh God called to the man. 'Where are you?' he asked.

10 'I heard the sound of you in the garden,' he replied. 'I was afraid because I was naked, so I hid.'

11 'Who told you that you were naked?' he asked. 'Have you been eating from the tree I forbade you to eat?'

12 The man replied, 'It was the woman you put with me; she gave me some fruit from the tree, and I ate it.'

13 Then Yahweh God said to the woman, 'Why did you do that?' The woman replied, 'The snake tempted me and I ate.'

14 Then Yahweh God said to the snake, 'Because you have done this, Accursed be you of all animals wild and tame! On your belly you will go and on dust you will feed as long as you live.

15 I shall put enmity between you and the woman, and between your offspring and hers; it will bruise your head and you will strike its heel.'

16 To the woman he said: I shall give you intense pain in childbearing, you will give birth to your children in pain. Your yearning will be for your husband, and he will dominate you.

17 To the man he said, 'Because you listened to the voice of your wife and ate from the tree of which I had forbidden you to eat, Accursed be the soil because of you! Painfully will you get your food from it as long as you live.

18 It will yield you brambles and thistles, as you eat the produce of the land.

19 By the sweat of your face will you earn your food, until you return to the ground, as you were taken from it. For dust you are and to dust you shall return.'

20 The man named his wife 'Eve' because she was the mother of all those who live.

21 Yahweh God made tunics of skins for the man and his wife and clothed them.

22 Then Yahweh God said, 'Now that the man has become like one of us in knowing good from evil, he must not be allowed to reach out his hand and pick from the tree of life too, and eat and live for ever!'

23 So Yahweh God expelled him from the garden of Eden, to till the soil from which he had been taken.

24 He banished the man, and in front of the garden of Eden he posted the great winged creatures and the fiery flashing sword, to guard the way to the tree of life.

Monday, January 24, 2011

phillipians 2.

1 So if in Christ there is anything that will move you, any incentive in love, any fellowship in the Spirit, any warmth or sympathy -- I appeal to you,

2 make my joy complete by being of a single mind, one in love, one in heart and one in mind.

3 Nothing is to be done out of jealousy or vanity; instead, out of humility of mind everyone should give preference to others,

4 everyone pursuing not selfish interests but those of others.

5 Make your own the mind of Christ Jesus:

6 Who, being in the form of God, did not count equality with God something to be grasped.

7 But he emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, becoming as human beings are; and being in every way like a human being,

8 he was humbler yet, even to accepting death, death on a cross.

9 And for this God raised him high, and gave him the name which is above all other names;

10 so that all beings in the heavens, on earth and in the underworld, should bend the knee at the name of Jesus

11 and that every tongue should acknowledge Jesus Christ as Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

12 So, my dear friends, you have always been obedient; your obedience must not be limited to times when I am present. Now that I am absent it must be more in evidence, so work out your salvation in fear and trembling.

13 It is God who, for his own generous purpose, gives you the intention and the powers to act.

14 Let your behaviour be free of murmuring and complaining

15 so that you remain faultless and pure, unspoilt children of God surrounded by a deceitful and underhand brood, shining out among them like bright stars in the world,

16 proffering to it the Word of life. Then I shall have reason to be proud on the Day of Christ, for it will not be for nothing that I have run the race and toiled so hard.

17 Indeed, even if my blood has to be poured as a libation over your sacrifice and the offering of your faith, then I shall be glad and join in your rejoicing-

18 and in the same way, you must be glad and join in my rejoicing.

19 I hope, in the Lord Jesus, to send Timothy to you soon, so that my mind may be set at rest when I hear how you are.

20 There is nobody else that I can send who is like him and cares as sincerely for your well-being;

21 they all want to work for themselves, not for Jesus Christ.

22 But you know what sort of person he has proved himself, working with me for the sake of the gospel like a son with his father.

23 That is the man, then, that I am hoping to send to you immediately I can make out what is going to happen to me;

24 but I am confident in the Lord that I shall come myself, too, before long.

25 Nevertheless I thought it essential to send to you Epaphroditus, my brother and fellow-worker and companion-in-arms since he came as your representative to look after my needs;

26 because he was missing you all and was worrying because you had heard that he was ill.

27 Indeed he was seriously ill and nearly died; but God took pity on him -- and not only on him but also on me, to spare me one grief on top of another.

28 So I am sending him back as promptly as I can so that you will have the joy of seeing him again, and that will be some comfort to me in my distress.

29 Welcome him in the Lord, then, with all joy; hold people like him in honour,

30 because it was for Christ's work that he came so near to dying, risking his life to do the duty to me which you could not do yourselves.